that was a quick break

So i did my best not to think about guitar. Then i was so bored and felt so empty. I went for yet another walk just to get shit off my mind. Came home and got on my guitar. It was a cool feeling. Then after an hour or two my fingertips started hurting. Now im aching to play again

I just need a break

Im pressuring myself too much to play and to be really really good. I work terrible under pressuer. Its one thing to push myself, its another to pressure myself. So i am taking a break from practicing guitar. Trying my best not to think about it. Its hard when i see the callouses on my left hand fading. Also need a break from death metal hmmmm