so i figured out why ive been so inconsistent lately. Its because of stress. Stress from my family/living situation. I wish there was a way around that. All other stress is fine to me, i can easily deal with it. Not only that but there is constant noise in my apartment, and i mean constant. It really drives me insane. I get home from work and either my parents are shouting or the radio is blasting. Its wrong and immature. Id just like some peace and quiet for once, whats so hard about that?

silence is just as important as sound